Today was one of the best days I've had in a long time.
Everything about today was beautiful, well, except for the fact that I had to work at Taco Bell, and thus, missed out on a chance to go to a parking-lot carnival.
Everything else was swell though.
Good people, good church, good weather. I saw God moving today, and it was clear, effortless, like a crisp breeze. Things just seemed to click into place.
I don't know what I'm going to do with my life right now. There are the things that I want to do, and the things that I can only dream about now.
Like joining the Peace Corps or going on a long-term missions trip or signing up with Worldvision and going wherever they send me.
Part of me wants to escape so far into a dark corner of the world so devoid of Western Culture that the locals don't bother to learn english.
You're only 20 once, right?
Life is for living.
Why? Why? Why?
I've been questioning a lot lately.
Why the War? It's been 5 years? Wasn't this the war that was initially billed as an "economy booster"? I think I remember that term being thrown around a lot when this whole quagmire started. That's a hell of a reason for starting a war, isn't it? Is the loss of life (friend or enemy) worth having a gallon of gas that's a nickel or two cheaper? What about a dollar?
Now, I'm all for offing oppressive dictators, but if you look back at our history, you'd find we've put more evil dictators in power than we've taken out. It's true. Look up anything concerning the political coups in South America during the Cold War.
And this is all just some pointless rant with nothing more to illustrate other than the fact that I'm sick of the war -- and the opinionated pricks like me who keep ranting about it.
I just find the fact that the world is suffering, even within our own country, and we have the means to put an end to it, or at least soothe some of the pain, but instead, we'd rather invest in newer and more efficient methods of slaughter.
O, Glorious War Machines, in you, we place our trust.
One nation under Idealistic, Cowboy rhetoric.
What I'm getting at, essentially, is the fact that there are widows and orphans (in the truest sense of the word) living in their cars (if they're that lucky) while Uncle Sam is shelling out a Trillion on some crusade to prove to the rest of the world that we're still the biggest kid in the schoolyard.
How's that panning out for us?
Let me pose this: What if a nation chose to define itself not by its military might or fruitful economy, but rather, by its charity?
What would the world look like? Better? Worse?
But, of course, I could be a dreamer with my feet just a little too far off the ground, and nothing more.
Probably.
Cheers,
[Imagine all the people sharing all the world.]
Comments (7)
Don't you have to go to college to go into the peace corps?
I mean, graduate college
It was great seeing you last weekend. Love your post. You are expressing what many are feeling including myself.
Yeah, I'm not sure of the exact requirements for admittance into the peace corps. I mean, I have an Associate's degree, but that probably isn't going to cut it.
I plan on attaining a bachelor's, I just don't knew when that's happening yet.A loser? Me?bollocks.@adifferentkindofbeautiful -
What's the rumor I hear...you are running for president? Great Thoughts Stephen.
@strongandmanly - First off, sorry, I didn't mean to mock cowboys, a part of me regards them as heroes as well. Secondly, great feedback. I wish everyone responded to my posts that way.
As with everything in life, I realize that the Iraq issue is double-sided with its own set of pros and cons that should be properly taken into account and not simply disregarded as a way of strengthening one's point. Granted, my expressed opinions were a bit biased, but I was hoping to stir up something in my readers (and it looks like I did).
Also, I'd like you to know that I do read all your posts and I'm really proud of you for pursuing missions in the way that you have. Lately, it feels as if God is leading me in this direction as well. I don't know what will happen, I can only trust Him.
And, while I don't always agree with your opinions, I respect them and the fact that you have facts and reasons to support your opinions rather than spouting-off whatever you feel.
It's nice to hear from you. We've certainly led very different lives, but I'd still count you as a friend.
cheers,
Stephen Pell